Hi, My name is Karol, and im 22. I made this blog to prove myself i can make my dreams come true. I was in a lot of thinks at life like plenty of addictions mostly weed, coke cigarettes and gambling what is really weird, cause i was playing poker for a living for 2 years at least and have nice results, i was free man and that was perfect. I know im intelligent but i had no motivation to getting better and i party a lot, smoking to much weed, and spend that kinda money i cant make in work, dont saving anything and thinking bout future. I was broke couple times, and once my brother take me to London to show me real life. I start working from beginning but after 1,5 month i start playing poker for living in casinos. It was great i making lot of money having fun at the same time but i spend a lot more that i should. I was addicted to coke so i buy it everyday and it cost more than i make at 10h in last work, so my lifestyle change a lot. I was to stupid to live that in a right way so after i lose big amount of cash i was so tilting i spend all my money than i can buy really nice car for it. I fly back to Poland at christmas, and after i start new job in Germany. I want get back to London when i save good money and change my way of thinking bout my future. It wasn't happen, cause of same things.Now im in home when i grow up, had ok job with not bad money, lot of friends here but its still not even close to times in uk so i planing to change my life, build good bankroll, quit drugs (allready taking 90% less, coke only in occasions, and weed sometimes ) start study poker to improve a lot, be a winning player at 100-200$ games and up to 100$ tournaments which give me good living, and training at gym, jogging, going to special people i can work with at my mental problems and poker improving. Im like whatever if somebody gonna read this or not, this is like my diary. I made list of think i must do everyday to get a new beginning and be more motivated. Sorry for my english mistakes but i prefer to write in that language to get better on it.
List:
-1,5h poker study at least
-0,5h mental training and meditation
-3km jogging at least
-50 pushups and 50 sit-ups
-Stay clean
My goal is make 5000$ bankroll and 3000$ save before end of august and go back to London at September. If i can make everything like i write ait very possible it can happen earlier, so wml.
I will updating every 2-3 days.
